What does my world comprise of???

I have named this blog as KHUSHBU's WORLD but now i am left wondering...what does my world comprise of...I have ambivalent viewpoint on issues....i am saying one thing at the moment and then completely contradictory things the other moment...i am torn between two worlds and i dont like the feeling at all...I have abandoned some important people in my lives to make other important people happy but it does not mean that the former ones were not important...see...i am again giving ambivalent opinion...what am i supposed to do??What is my world all about??i really need some time to prod over the issue.....